happy lull

okay, so i did fall off the wagon.. the night after my last post.  that is just bad luck.  i was feeling mighty shitty, mostly of the failure sort.  i was lucky though that a complete relief fell over me the following morning.  i felt refreshed for a few days.. enough to keep me working which was nice!  course, the stress of driving has taken much of that away now.  i have been getting the feeling again that i want to be with nature, flying in the sky, uplifted and free from harsh realities.  i want to have those dreams again, but i fall asleep too early and can’t dream.  i like this music very much.  it is Owl City.  the music is very fitting for the way i’m feeling.  check it out at http://www.myspace.com/owlcity.  i hope for no more slipups